I HATE CLEANING!!!!!!!!!!

usually cleaning makes me feel happy and productive. today it's just pissin me off. i need to just chill out for a bit. i think i am going to get a pair of glasses. i wear contact but my face is so bland. my glasses are too thick to wear all the time, plus i get the fishbowl effect and my eyes look like beads. i think i am going to get just frames with no prescription. is that stupid? i wanna look smart. i also have an invention idea for exercising. it's pretty good. i gotta figure out how to make it though. i also made two decisions regarding employment. i want to be a teacher, so i am going to see if i can get a teaching job. OR i could get a job that requires being more active. i just haven't really figured out what kind of job lets me be active without working my ass to death. now, keep in mind i only say that because i am trying to get rid of my asthma, not make it worse AND i still have issues walking with my left foot getting swollen and sore. any ideas?
i also had a little OCD episode flare-up. i actually get angry when i organize things and then have to re-organize it again a short time later. i also get angry when people take things without asking - or even just letting me know so i don't waste a bunch of time looking for it. i also hate that my stepbrother won't clean the basement at all. i don't like him bringin his drunk buddies over either. i must be pmsing....i hate it when i get angry and the dogs get scared. i also hate cleaning toilets. i hate the smell of bleach. i hate that i have to clean up big nests of my hair that collect in the drain. (not anymore now with my perm though!) ok done ranting.

"to abrogate suffering is not a panacea for happiness."
-Heather Om, unemployed nobody

(i just tried to make a sentence using two "words of the day" at dictionary.com)